Friday, March 11, 2016

The Rustle of a Wing


The Rustle a Wing


Life is a narrow vale
Between the barren peaks
Of two eternities ,

We strive in vain to look beyond the heights
We cry aloud and the only answer
Is the echo of our wailing cry.
From the unreplying dead
There comes no answer .

But in the night of death
Hope sees a star ,
And listening love
Can hear the rustle of a wing .
Jan Bagwell

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Count Your Blessings....and Pass Them On


Count Your Blessings....and Pass Them On

He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road.  But even in the dim light of early evening, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His old Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.

Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so ... was he going to harm her?  He didn't look safe; he looked ragged and hungry.  He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold.  He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warmer? By the way, my name is Bryan."

Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. After scouring the trunk for tools, Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire.  But he had gotten very dirty and his hands were hurting.

As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window  and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just passing through. She just couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.  Bryan just smiled as he replaced the tools and closed the trunk.

She asked him how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped. Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God   knows plenty of people had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life for others, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw   someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and then Bryan added, "And think of me." He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She decided to go in and grab a bite to eat, and to take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant.  Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene seemed rather stark to her. The cash register was silent -- it didn't ring much.

The waitress came over, bringing a clean towel to wipe her wet hair.  She
had a sweet smile, a smile that even being on her feet for the whole day  couldn't erase. The lady noticed that the waitress was heavy with child, but she hadn't let the stress and weariness affect her gracious attitude.

The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a total stranger. Then she remembered Bryan. After she finished her meal, and the waitress had gone to get change for her $100 bill, the old lady slipped out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress returned, wondering where the old lady could be. Then she noticed something written on the napkin, under which were four more $100 bills.

There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady had written: "You don't owe me anything. I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: Do not let this chain of love end with you."

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard.    She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered, "Everything's gonna be all right now. I love you, Bryan."

There is an old saying that goes "What goes around comes around." So, pass this thought on, and give thanks by giving to others.
Jan Bagwell 
God Bless

Stop Light!


Stop Light!
Two cars were waiting at a stoplight. The light turned green, but the man
didn't notice it. A woman in the car behind him is watching traffic pass
around them. The woman begins pounding on her steering wheel and yelling
at the man to move. The man doesn't move.

The woman is going ballistic inside her car, ranting and raving at the
man, pounding on her steering wheel and dash. The light turns yellow and
the woman begins to blow the car horn, flips him off, and screams
profanity and curses at the man.

The man, looks up, sees the yellow light and accelerates through the
intersection just as the light turns red.

The woman is beside herself, screaming in frustration as she misses her
chance to get through the intersection. As she is still in mid-rant she
hears a tap on her window and looks up into the barrel of a gun held by a
very serious looking policeman.

The policeman tells her to shut off her car while keeping both hands in
sight. She complies, speechless at what is happening. After she shuts off
the engine, the policeman orders her to exit her car with her hands up.
She gets out of the car and he orders her to turn and place her hands on
her car then handcuffs her and takes her to the police station where she
is fingerprinted, photographed, searched, booked and placed in a cell.

After a couple of hours, a policeman approaches the cell and opens the
door for her. She is escorted back to the booking desk where the original
officer is waiting with her personal effects and says, "I'm really sorry
for this mistake. But you see, I pulled up behind your car while you were
blowing your horn, flipping the guy off in front of you, and cussing a
blue streak at him. I noticed the "Choose Life" license plate holder, the
"What Would Jesus Do" bumper sticker, the "Follow Me to Sunday School"
bumper sticker, and the chrome plated Christian fish emblem on the trunk.


Naturally I assumed you had stolen the car."


Jan Bagwell
God Bless

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

I Don't Regret A Mile


I Don't Regret A Mile
I've dreamed many dreams that never came true.
I've seen them vanish at dawn.
But I've realized enough of my dreams, thank God,
To make me want to dream on.

I've prayed many prayers, when no answers came,
Though I waited patient and long,
But answers came to enough of my prayers
To make me keep praying on.

I've trusted many a friend that failed
And left me to weep alone,
But I've found enough of my friends true blue
To make me keep trusting on.

I've sown many seeds that fell by the way
For the birds to feed upon,
But I have held enough golden sheaves in my hands
To make me keep sowing on.

I've drained the cup of disappointment and pain
And gone many days without song,
But I've sipped enough nectar from the roses of life
To make me want to live on.
Jan Bagwell
God Bless

Monday, March 7, 2016

A Glimpse of Heaven


A Glimpse of Heaven

God has given me….
A little glimpse of heaven
Here upon this earth
In a sun filled morning
In a newborn baby's birth.

In the droopy dandelions
In a wet slobbery kiss
Just the simple things
I'm glad I didn't miss.

In the good times and
In the not so good
Times a heart healed when
I didn't think it could.

The many I love yous
Whispered from tired lips
Even the apple pies
Adding pounds to my hips!

Having a hand to hold
Even after they have gone
A little glimpse of heaven
To keep me hanging on.

The day God rescued me
When I called His name
Forgiveness and freedom
From my sin and my shame.

To live this life over again
I wouldn't change a thing
For the wisdom I have gained
Is the blessing that it brings.

The glimpse that God gives
The hope in each new day
A little glimpse of heaven
To share along the way.
Jan Bagwell
God Bless